September 16, 2014

I can feel success right around the corner. Everything I have worked for is falling into place, graduating h.s. at 18 insecure of what I was going to do for a lifetime. It started of with a desire to pursue graphic design, I mean hey I’m an artist , I could do that. My parents always support everything I want to accomplish but for once in my life they told me to really think of what will happen, research if 5 years from now will I have an established career that allows me to provide for myself. I realized it’s a very saturated and competitive job. So I wasted a semester in college but learned the basics of graphic design and did research on things that I could be good at. Transformation has always been fascinating to me so I looked in to nutrition which was actually a no go because I have never really had an issue with body image, I never really felt the need to change who I was , I felt I didn’t have much motivation there. So then I looked into a program that my current school provides , the cosmetology program, I went in to speak to a counselor, I felt I was at the right place and at the right time. Now I am 22 almost done with the program. I came to a sense of trusting my struggle , at 22, my only priority is my career , my family, and my friends. Men come and go at this age, I don’t need anyone to fulfill me because my parents have always been supportive, I have been blessed with parents who raised me to be confident, meticulous, honest, hardworking, and passionate. It’s fun to date and experience what I want for a serious relationship. I’ve come a long way on how I feel in the inside. Although I’ve always been told I have an old soul and that I’m wise beyond my years, I finally really understand why things happen the way they do. Trial and errors make rules and structure that should be followed, even though they suck there’s a reason of why. I’ve become more aware of it and I apply it to everything I do, that’s how I know I grew up, I question it, but instead of defying it, I just learn from it. I’ve taken everything a lot more serious and that alone has made people that have met me admire me. I love being so passionate about what I say, it moves people. I want to look back and know how to tell people what I did , share my way , share how it was done, I want to help the next person up. I need to type my thoughts and feelings , I want to remember my thoughts tonight.

narutooth:

neptunain:

can someone from the science side of tumblr explain this

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covalent bonds

"Don’t be afraid to start over. It’s a brand new opportunity to rebuild what you truly want."

Lol I swear some girls are so “ugh” , like don’t flatter yourself thinking I care I about you cause I don’t, it just so happens I don’t need a man to fulfill my life and I actually have friends who have my back no matter , too bad so sad you keep popping up on their “explore” page, of course I’m going to defend myself if it’s too much coincidence and my girls see it 💁

"Can a thin person have body image struggles? Can a thin person be at war with their self-image? Can a thin person hate to look in the mirror?

Absolutely.

And does that suck?

Absolutely.

But the difference between these negative feelings and fatphobia is this: The only person worrying about whether or not I’m meeting beauty standards is me.

And that’s not the same for fat folk.

When you’re not thin, other people on the beach actually do take offense. When you’re not thin, people really do think that you shouldn’t be in a bathing suit. When you’re not thin, people really do make your body their moral obligation.

And while your internal struggle is real and significant, the point is: You might hate your body, but society doesn’t.

That’s thin privilege."

I love buying new things but i hate spending money I’m so angry

davidbyrne:

i love laughing about the friend zone because it’s so dumb like you know most of those dudes aren’t even IN the “friend zone” they’re in the “ugh god not this dude again” zone

"Eventually you’ll get tired of spilling your love all over the place. Be smart about who and what you are pouring into."
- Alexandra Elle (via youngblackandvegan)