I can feel success right around the corner. Everything I have worked for is falling into place, graduating h.s. at 18 insecure of what I was going to do for a lifetime. It started of with a desire to pursue graphic design, I mean hey I’m an artist , I could do that. My parents always support everything I want to accomplish but for once in my life they told me to really think of what will happen, research if 5 years from now will I have an established career that allows me to provide for myself. I realized it’s a very saturated and competitive job. So I wasted a semester in college but learned the basics of graphic design and did research on things that I could be good at. Transformation has always been fascinating to me so I looked in to nutrition which was actually a no go because I have never really had an issue with body image, I never really felt the need to change who I was , I felt I didn’t have much motivation there. So then I looked into a program that my current school provides , the cosmetology program, I went in to speak to a counselor, I felt I was at the right place and at the right time. Now I am 22 almost done with the program. I came to a sense of trusting my struggle , at 22, my only priority is my career , my family, and my friends. Men come and go at this age, I don’t need anyone to fulfill me because my parents have always been supportive, I have been blessed with parents who raised me to be confident, meticulous, honest, hardworking, and passionate. It’s fun to date and experience what I want for a serious relationship. I’ve come a long way on how I feel in the inside. Although I’ve always been told I have an old soul and that I’m wise beyond my years, I finally really understand why things happen the way they do. Trial and errors make rules and structure that should be followed, even though they suck there’s a reason of why. I’ve become more aware of it and I apply it to everything I do, that’s how I know I grew up, I question it, but instead of defying it, I just learn from it. I’ve taken everything a lot more serious and that alone has made people that have met me admire me. I love being so passionate about what I say, it moves people. I want to look back and know how to tell people what I did , share my way , share how it was done, I want to help the next person up. I need to type my thoughts and feelings , I want to remember my thoughts tonight.